Month: May 2006

  • I love this, it shows how Christ is present in all 66 books of the Bible.


    Consider The Sixty Six Books Of The Bible

    +In Genesis, He is the Creator God.
    +In Exodus, He is the Redeemer.
    +In Leviticus, He is your sanctification.
    +In Numbers, He is your guide.
    +In Deuteronomy, He is your teacher.
    +In Joshua, He is the mighty conqueror.
    +In Judges, He gives victory over enemies.
    +In Ruth, He is your kinsman, your lover, your redeemer.
    +In I Samuel, He is the root of Jesse;
    +In 2 Samuel, He is the Son of David.
    +In 1 Kings and 2 Kings, He is King of Kings and Lord of Lords
    +In 1st and 2nd Chronicles, He is your intercessor and High Priest.
    +In Ezra, He is your temple, your house of worship.
    +In Nehemiah, He is your mighty wall, protecting you from your enemies. 
    +In Esther, He stands in the gap to deliver you from your enemies.
    +In Job, He is the arbitrator who not only understands your struggles, but has the power to do something about them. 
    +In Psalms, He is your song-and your reason to sing. 
    +In Proverbs, He is your wisdom, helping you make sense of life and live it successfully.
    +In Ecclesiastes, He is your purpose, delivering you from vanity.
    +In the Song of Solomon, He is your lover, your Rose of Sharon.
    +In Isaiah, He is the mighty counselor, the prince of peace, the everlasting father, and more. In short, He’s everything you need.
    +In Jeremiah, He is your balm of Gilead, the soothing salve for your sin-sick soul.
    +In Lamentations, He is the ever-faithful one upon whom you can depend.
    +In Ezekiel, He is your wheel in the middle of a wheel-the one who assures that dry, dead bones will come alive again.
    +In Daniel, He is the ancient of days, the everlasting God who never runs out of time. 
    +In Hosea, He is your faithful lover, always beckoning you to come back-even when you have abandoned Him. 
    +In Joel, He is your refuge, keeping you safe in times of trouble.
    +In Amos, He is the husbandman, the one you can depend on to stay by your side. 
    +In Obadiah, He is Lord of the Kingdom. 
    +In Jonah, He is your salvation, bringing you back within His will. 
    +In Micah, He is judge of the nation. 
    +In Nahum, He is the jealous God.
    +In Habakkuk, He is the Holy One. 
    +In Zephaniah, He is the witness. 
    +In Haggai, He overthrows the enemies. 
    +In Zechariah, He is Lord of Hosts.
    +In Malachi, He is the messenger God.
    +In Matthew, He is king of the Jews. 
    +In Mark, He is the servant. 
    +In Luke, He is the Son of Man, feeling what you feel. 
    +In John, He is the Son of God. 
    +In Acts, He is Savior of the world.
    +In Romans, He is the righteousness of God. 
    +In I Corinthians, He is the rock that followed Israel
    +In II Corinthians, He is the triumphant one, giving victory. 
    +In Galatians, He is your liberty; He sets you free. 
    +In Ephesians, He is head of the Church. 
    +In Philippians, He is your joy. 
    +In Colossians, He is your completeness.
    +In I Thessalonians, He is your hope.
    +In II Thessalonians, He is your patience and discipline. 
    +In I Timothy, He is your faith. 
    +In II Timothy, He is your stability.
    +In Titus, He is the truth. 
    +In Philemon, He is your benefactor. 
    +In Hebrews, He is your perfection.
    +In James, He is the power behind your faith. 
    +In I Peter, He is your example. 
    +In II Peter, He is your purity. 
    +In I John, He is your life. 
    +In II John, He is your pattern.
    +In III John, He is your motivation.
    +In Jude, He is the foundation of your faith.
    +In the book of Revelations, He is your coming King.

       From the beginning of the world to its end, there is no place you can look and not see Jesus.  He is everywhere. He is everything.   “He is before all things, and in Him all things hold together.” – Colossians 1:17 


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  • Happy Memorial Day, and a profound thank you to all those who gave their lives for our freedom, a freedom we so often take for granted. Thank you to all the families who also gave their loved ones for our country’s service. Words are inadequate.


    Because my husband is Catholic, we go to Mass on Sundays. I have been getting tapes of Pastor Don’s messages and haven’t always had a chance to listen, but now that Bible studies are on hold until the fall, tomorrow is our last Beth Moore study day, I am starting to catch up on tapes. The first one I picked up out of my tape basket is so appropriate for today that I thought I would share the notes on it with you. It was from the New Year’s service of 2006 and is entitled:


    God’s Army


    We are in the sixth day and God is raising up an army, an army like David’s army. David was a king in exile, and our King, Jesus has also been in exile, but soon will be coming to reclaim the Earth as His Kingdom. A reading of Matthew 24 will show how many of the events are occurring that Jesus predicted – and occurring simultaneously.


    What kind of Army was David’s army? If we study David’s army we will see what it is that Jesus is wanting with His army, which is us.


    This is not an army concerned about Me or Us but one that is concerned with advancing the concerns of Jesus. Right now the end times church is in disarray. According to statistics (Pastor Don doesn’t state the source but I would suspect it is Barna)


    84-85 % of people on the earth call themselves Christians. Of that 84-85%:
    only 60% give anything towards missions
    75% of people in the church don’t do anything but attend services, and often sporadically
    90% of people calling themselves Christians have never lead another person to Christ.


    God is looking for real soldiers to step forward, for KINGDOM DOMINION.


    What will this look like? To get a picture of the kinds of soldiers God is looking for we need to look at 1 Chronicles 12 – the Army of David – who was a picture of Christ.


    Verse 1: Now these were the men who came to David at Ziklag while he was still a fugitive from Saul the son of Kish; and they were among the mighty men, helpers in the war.


    David was a fugitive, just like Jesus is a king in exile – for Adam and Eve gave over the Kingdom of the Earth to satan, and now God is taking it back, and the process of taking it back began with the sacrifice of Jesus, and soon Jesus will be coming in Glory to reclaim the earth.


    Verse 2: armed with bows, using both the right hand and the left in hurling stones and shooting arrows with the bow, They were of Benjamin, Saul’s brethren.


    satan thinks he has the battle all sealed up, but the army will be coming out of satan’s camp. The army will be those coming out of the occult, sinners, those who were backslidden, will be coming to serve God. I sure can relate to that for I came out of the occult. They were of Benjamin – Ben in Hebrew means son; Jamin – means God’s right hand. So these will become instrumental in helping to claim the kingdom. What are they armed with: Stones - stonew were used to kill heretics, liars, and those who violate the laws.
    Arrows – warfare from a distance. They are ambidextrous, and can fight any battle pitched at them.


    These people will be intercessors, bringing under conviction with the power of the Holy Ghost, so that those who are in violation of God’s laws will bow to the authority of God.


    Verse 8: Some Gadites joined David at the stronghold in the wilderness, mighty men of valor, men trained for battle, who could handle shield and spear, whose faces were like the faces of lions, and were as swift as gazelles on the mountains


    These mighty men of valor were trained for war, with shield and spear.
    The shield – if you look at the weapons of spiritual warfare in Ephesians is faith
    The spear – get in close and stab with a spear.


    The darts and arrows of doubt and unbelief and rebellion that satan slings at us will be blocked by the shield of faith. The evil one will have no effect on David and his army. They will not listen to the lies of the devil.


    The face like a lion (Jesus is the lion of the tribe of Judah) is intimidating to the enemy, it will freeze them in their tracks. And the swiftness of the gazelle on the mountain, going from mountain to mountain, challenges will not affect them, they will jump over them, not lingering in the valley of situation and circumstances.


    Verse 15: These are the ones who crossed the Jordan in the first month, when it had overflowed all its banks; and they put to flight all those in the valleys, to the east and to the west.


    If you remember, Joshua and Caleb went out as two of the 12 spies (one from each tribe) and they came back to report on the Promised Land. All but Joshua and Caleb were intimidated by the giants in the promised land – the others rebelled and were forced to wander in the wilderness. God’s army are those Joshuas and Calebs who were brave enough to trust God in facing the giants of the land. In our case it could be the giants of the sins that we came to God with, drugs, alcohol, sexual sin, lies, unbelief. We face those and cross our Jordan Rivers – baptized in the water of life, to stand on God’s Kingdom, and face the enemies with the fellow soldiers of Christ, using the armor provided by God, and with the strength of God flowing in our being. We have all come out of our Egypts (which is a type of sin). We will put to flight those in the valley of the shadow of death, realizing that it is a shadow, for the only truth is God and the light of God will make the lies of satan flee. We know what evil looks like, for we were once aligned with evil, but now we have crossed over to the camp of God. We will not be deceived by the false religions so prevalent on the earth or by the false traditions of the Church.


    Verse 17-18 And David went out to meet them, and answered and said to them, “If you have come peaceably to me to help me, my heart will be united with you; but if to betray me to my enemies, since there is no wrong in my hands, may the God of our fathers look and bring judgement. Then the Spirit came upon Amasai, the chief of the captains, and he said, ‘We are yours, O David; We are on your side, O son of Jessee! Peace, peace to you, and peace to your helpers! For your God helps you.’ So David received them, and made them captains of the troop.


    The army that God is drumming up is a Covenant army. We must have discretion about who joins because some are not joining from wanting to serve, but rather to detract, to put down, to pull down the believers. Some are coming from the camp of the enemy to tear down God’s army, so we need the Spirit of God to help us discern those who are part of God’s army. God is looking for an army of peace, a peace that will cross denominational barriers – that will realize that there is One God, One Spirit, One Christ, and that we are all part of the One Body of Christ. We can’t fight the outside battle if we are fighting battles between the denominations.


    Verse 19 And some from Manasseh defected to David when he was going with the Philistines to battle against Saul; but they did not help them, for the lords of the Philistines sent him away by agreement, saying, “He may defect to his master Saul and endanger our heads.”


    There are many churches that may try to join that are dead churches, where the Spirit of God is not moving. Those churches may want to partner with God’s Army, but not all of them will be acting in the Spirit of God, but within these churches are the remnant that can be brought into the army. They may be rough and not ready yet, but are teachable and God will use them.


    Verses 21-22 And they helped David against the bands of the raiders, for they were all mighty men of valor , and they were captains in the army. For at that time they came to David day by day to help him, until it was a great army, like the army of God.


    God will take the remnant from the denominational churches and they will fight with David (Jesus), and begin to hone their battle skills. The battles may be the small, fringe battles, but in those battles spiritual muscles will be developed until they are formed into a great army – the Army of God. Little problems and differences cannot be allowed to ruin our army. We have to keep the focus on God, walk in holiness and righteousness.


    Verse 32 of the sons of Issachar who had understanding of the times, to know what Israel ought to do, their chiefs were two hundred; and all their brethren were at their command;


    The army is composed of those who understand the times, who know what must be done. This will not be church like usual, we will be fighting different battles in the end times. Right now one of the battles we are dealing with is tolerance. Tolerance has been turned on it’s head to make the church appear as if they are the intolerant ones, to make them be on the defensive. Those who scream intolerance the loudest are really the intolerant ones for they are not allowing the church to believe what it believes, to follow their beliefs. Just because a group of people follows a standard does not make them intolerant. But churches are caving into those who are claiming intolerance and altering the Word of God to try and fit all into the church. This leads to false worship, idolatry, and a world view. We are to be in the world but not of the world. We can love the sinner but not tolerate the sin. There is nothing wrong with the Ten Commandments. We cannot pick and choose the laws of God that we will obey.


    Verse 33 of Zebulun there were fifty thousand who went out to battle, expert in war with all weapons of war, stouthearted men who could keep ranks.


    These are big hearted people who can keep the ranks in the face of circumstances. When an army went out to battle they held their shields up to make an impenetrable barrier, and they would march forward, even in the face of great danger. They kept the ranks for the greater good of God, even when the odds were seemingly impossible. They used all the weapons of war, the weapons of Ephesians 6:13-18 Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all to stand. Stand therefore, having girded your waist with truth, having put on the breastplate of righteousness, and having shod your feet with the preparation of the gospel of peace, above all, taking the shield of faith with which you will be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked one, and take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God; praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, being watchful to this end with all perseverance and supplication for all the saints.


    The Body of Christ must be prepared in these last days.


    Hoping this is an encouragement to you, and hoping your day has been wonderful.


    Heather


     

  • The Milestone was reached! Chasing Dani was the 20,000th visitor, and equally important, Prayerwarrior was 20,010. Not to mention 001, 002, etc. Truthfully you are all important to me and I so eagerly wait to read your comments and thoughts. It is so wonderful to have a space where we can share things and learn from each other.


    Well today I was doing week 10 of Breaking Free – praise God that He made me a small group leader because I had to keep doing the work even in the tough areas, and couldn’t gloss over it. The study really does work and God has taught me much through this study.


    Today something from week 10, day 3 struck home. I think the thing that I like best about Beth Moore is her perspective on how she looks at the scripture, she often has a twist that opens up the scripture in a way I never considered. These notes come from pages 210-214 of her study.


    One of the important benefits of a relationship with God is to Glorify God. I am certain you remember that for me this was a tough concept a few years ago because I felt that it was all about God, not so much about me. Well now I can say THANK GOD, it is ALL ABOUT GOD. And when we see God’s glory in a situation it is Him making Himself known to us.


    We looked at Exodus 12:21-20 which covers the Passover Sacrifice of the Lord. Beth asked us how long we were in our Egypts (our slavery, bondage), and I have to say that I was in bondage 40 years (my testimony 3/24/06). God knew that to deliver His children (the Israelites) would cost him the life of His own firstborn son so that any captive, Jew or Gentile could be free. God wants our attention and preparation, and He also wants us to not forget that His son died for our freedom.


    Exodus 12:31-36, the Israelites began their freedom, and in doing so, they asked the Egyptians for their Jewelry, gold, silver, precious metals. The Egyptians gave this to them (it was not stealing because they were slaves for 400 years), and Beth made an important statement. p. 211 “When God delivers His children, they never have to escape by the skin of their teeth! Don’t forget! The Israelites were nothing but impoverished slaves in Egypt, but when God delivered them they left with the riches of the Egyptians.”


    Mrs Charles E. Cowman in her Streams in the Desert, says, “To be more than conqueror is to take the spoils from the enemy and appropriate them to yourself. What he had arranged for your overthrow, take and appropriate for yourself.


    When I got saved, Pastor Don told me that satan lost a powerful ally, and I have seen that God has used those things from my past to reach out to others, and for me that is enriching because I can hopefully prevent someone from going the wrong ways that I went.


    1 Corinthians 3:12-13 talks about building on a foundation with gold, silver and precious stones, not hay, straw and stubble. God will reveal what is solid – the gold silver and precious stones with the fire to test the works, what sort they are.


    This blew me away, p. 212 “God desires to accomplish works in our lives that stand up to the flames of fiery trials. The wood, hay, and straw in these verses represent works that go up in flames the moment a fire ignites. Gold, silver, and costly stones represent works that endure. Do you realize that you don’t have to escape from captivity with nothing to show for it? After all the enemy has put you through, take your plunder.  Let God bring you forth from your time of slavery with gold, silver, and costly stones. Stronger than ever because in your weakness God was strong. More of a threat to the kingdom of darkness than Satan ever dreamed you’d be. Steal back from the thief who came against you to steal, kill, and destroy! Don’t just reclaim surrendered ground. God wants to enlarge your borders and teach you to possess land you never knew existed. Make the enemy pay for scheming against you so hatefully. Snatch the plunder! Oh, how I pray that you are already aware of plunder you stole from the enemy after God delivered you from a time of slavery.”


    She then encourages us to let God have our failures, our times of slavery, our most humiliating defeats because God and God alone can use them to make us twice the warrior that we ever dreamed we could be.


    Exodus 35:4-29 is the collection that was made from the Israelites for the building of the tabernacle. Guess what they used to donate – the gold, silver and precious stones that they received from the Egyptians. Since we are the tabernacle of God, those things which we gain back from the enemy are great offerings for God. We reinvest our plunder by reaching out to others, offering it to God to use as He wills.


    If you are struggling in your Egypts (and we all have them, even if it is only an area of our life) take heart from these words from Beth Moore, p. 213 “God chose to use the very things satan used to defeat me to teach me. How could I not pour my life back into God? He is the only reason I have survived—let alone thrived. Dear Friend of God, you become a display of His splendor every time you take the plunder of Egypt and offer it back to God for His magnificent glory. If you have repented and escaped from Egypt, don’t hang your head another minute. God will force the enemy to give up plunder to you; but if your head is not lifted up in expectation, you might not catch it.”


    Then she goes on p. 213-214, and I can so relate to this, “Some days I want to forget I’ve ever been to Egypt. Some days I just want to act like I’ve always done it right. Some days I don’t want to give, I want to take. And some days I just want everybody out of my personal business. My times in Egypt are very painful for me to remember. Embarrassing for me to admit. Leaving nothing for others to admire.” And then I am hoping that as I grow in Christ one day I can say this with consistency. “Some days I think I just can’t do it. But each morning the Holy Spirit woos me once again to the place where I meet with God. The God of grace bows low and meets with me. In the simplicity of my prayer time, I am suddenly confronted by the majesty of my Redeemer. The one who is responsible for any good in me. My past sins are forgiven and fresh mercies fall like manna from heaven. And once again, my heart is moved, and I surrender all. Morning after morning.”


    Hope this is encouraging to you too, and hoping you have a blessed Sunday. Tomorrow my guys march in the Memorial Day parade.


    Heather

  • As promised, Pastor Don’s Friday May 26 Bible study.


    He covered 2 Corinthians 4:7-18


    2 Cor. 4:7-10 But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellence of the power may be of God and not of us. We are hard-pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we are perplexed, but not in despair, persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down but not destroyed–always carrying about in the body the dying of the Lord Jesus, that the life of Jesus may be manifested in our body.


    God put this treasure in the human body. What is the treasure, the Great Treasure in us is the simplicity of the Gospel. Everything outside of that is fluff.


    Pastor Don asked us, how many of us in the room today made ourselves? Answer – no one. It is the sovereignty of God that created the World. God permits us freedom, we have freedom to move where we want to move, to doubt, to not believe in Him. The trend today, in the new age, and in many people’s lives is how can we get around God. How can we make ourselves gods in our lives.


    Why did God make us with these kinds of freedoms? It is because He wanted worshippers, people who chose to love Him, obey Him, honor Him. It is not freedom if God made us incapable of making another choice.  God wants to be worshiped in Spirit and in Truth. He does not want to be worshipped in a lie or in flesh.


    We want to preach a gospel that appeals to the flesh, that makes things nice for as many as possible, but God wants to give us the Word of Truth. He doesn’t give us what we want, but what we NEED. God wants us to worship Him no matter our circumstances. To realize that life is temporary.


    That is why those who are religious (legalistic – dealing only with the rules of religion) is such an enemy of God. Why Jesus came down so hard on the scribes and the Pharisees. It is not that God’s laws are not to be obeyed, but rather that God is looking at the heart of the believer. To obey from fear, or just because it is a rule is a far, far cry from obeying because we love God so much and want to please Him. God is looking for the heart of worship.


    Matthew 6:7 “And when you pray, do not use vain repetitions as the heathen do. or they think that they will be heard for their many words.”


    Pastor Don talked about how so many things that we think are Biblical aren’t in the Bible. Growing up as the son of a Baptist pastor, he thought that the prayer, “Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep, and if I die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take.” Was in the Bible – he searched long and hard for that prayer to find out it was not in the Bible.


    Also statements like God loves those who help themselves is not in the Bible.


    As are many of the rules and regulations that have become traditions in our church. If you look hard you will not find them spelled out. The Levites took the 600 or so laws that God gave them and expanded them to thousands and many volumes of rules and regulations that took the heart out of God’s laws.


    Back to 2 Corinthians 4:7 – the treasure in clay pots, lets us know that we are human and frail and faulty vessels. That means that we know that what is good in us comes from God, that God reconciled us to Himself, the excellency is from God, not us. God will enable us to accomplish things that we in our own flesh cannot do. David was not strong enough to kill a giant without God, Peter couldn’t raise the dead without God, miracles in our lives cannot occur without God.


    2 Corinthians 4:10-11 always carrying about in the body the dying of the Lord Jesus, that the life of Jesus also may be manifested in our body. For we who live are always delivered to death for Jesus’ sake, that the life of Jesus also may be manifested in our mortal flesh.


    True worship comes through Jesus, and to face extreme persecution, to have revelation, to die to self, we need the supernatural gift from God. Satan has a plan to try to kill you: Physically through persecution, sickness, sin; Emotionally through worry and stress; in the flesh through the lusts of the flesh.


    All these things keep us from knowing the fullness of Christ.


    2 Corinthians 4:12 “So then death is working in us, but life in you.”


    Unfortunately, most often when things in our life are going good, thoughts of God are pretty far from our minds. Often it is when we are hard pressed that we turn our attention over to God. Pastor Don laments that when someone in the church makes a choice that is not godly, when they choose not to listen to the teachings and apply them to their lives, often their lives start to suffer. Sometimes conscience starts eating at them, and instead of coming to the pastor or an elder and honestly stating that they are having a problem in a certain area, the person will leave the church, either going elsewhere or not attending at all. And only when things really begin falling apart they come to Pastor Don. So much grief could have been avoided if the person had come earlier.


    2 Corinthians 4:13 And since we have the same spirit of faith, according to what is written, “I believed and therefore I spoke” we also believe and therefore speak.


    How does salvation come? Romans 10:8-10 But what does it say? “The word is near you , in your mouth and in your heart” (That is, the word of faith which we preach): that if you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved) For with the heart one believes unto righteousness, and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.


    For salvation there is no mention of behavior, it is we believe and confess with our mouths. So everyone who confesses is saved, but not everyone who is saved is born again.


    What does it take to be born again?
    John 3 – Nicodemus (or what I, Heather, like to call – Nick at Night). John 3:5-8 Jesus answered, “Most assuredly, I say to you, unless one is born of water and the Sprit, he cannot enter the kingdom of God. That which is born of the flesh is flesh, and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. Do not marvel that I said to you, “You must be born again.” The wind (holy spirit) blows where it wishes, and you hear the sound of it, but cannot tell where it comes from and where it goes. So is everyone who is born of the Spirit.” Jesus begins to correct Nicodemus for his ignorance. saying, Verse 10-11  Are you a teacher of Israel, and do not know these things. Most assuredly, I say to you, We speak what We know and testify what We have seen, and you do not receive Our witness. …


    Ephesians 5:26 that He might sanctify and cleanse her with the washing of water by the word.


    1 Peter 1:22-23  Since you have purified your souls in obeying the truth through the Spirit in sincere love for the brethren, love one another with a pure heart, having been born again, not of corruptible seed but incorruptible, through the word of God which lives and abides forever.


    It is not enough to just hear and speak the word, we must let the Word of God wash us and begin to work in us.


    Nobody changes until they hear something (the truth of the Word), but that truth has to travel the 18 inches from head to heart before the change becomes manifest.


    2 Corinthians 4:13-14 And since we have the same spirit of faith, according to what is written, “I believed and therefore I spoke,” wa also believe and therefore speak, knowing that He who raised up the Lord Jesus will also raise us up with Jesus, and will present us with you.


    That we will change because of the Word of Truth, becoming new creations in Christ is what is meant by being born again, our old fleshly ways are replaced by Christ. We die to self.


    2 Corinthians 4: 15-16  For all things are for your sakes, that grace, having spread through the many , may cause thanksgiving to abound to the glory of God. Therefore we do not lose heart, Even though our outward man is perishing, yet the inward man is renewed day by day.


    Oh what a good promise to hold onto. Our outward circumstances do not reflect what God is doing inwardly in us. Even when we do not see immediate results of our prayers, that does not mean that God is not changing us from within outward. We must keep holding onto the truth of God, no matter what we see in our senses, for one day the truth of God and our outward man will line up and we will be born again. We also can be born again in one area of our lives, but still have problems in others. God is forever changing us to become more like Him. It is a process.


    2 Corinthians 4: 17-18 For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, is working for us a far more exceedingly and eternal weight of glory, while we do not look at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen. For the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal.


    We have accepted Christ in our earthen vessels made of clay. No one can change on their own, we need Christ and His Spirit to make true and lasting changes within us. We must get down to the heart, to realize that it is God and God alone who can change us. We have to be like the Good Samaritan, and reach out to others who are hurting – regardless of their circumstances. For we are all earthen vessels. We cannot hold onto anything that is not of Christ, for Christ will lovingly rip it out of our hands and replace it with His truth.


    We are seeking to become like 2 Corinthians 5:17 Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation, old things have passed away,and behold,all things have become new.


    Yesterday was Edward’s 16th birthday. Here is a picture of him and his cake,


  • In another day or so a milestone on my Xanga will be there, 20,000 hits – I suspect it will be sometime late tomorrow or Sunday. If you happen to notice that you are that person, let me know. And again, I count myself so blessed to have so many wonderful friends in Xanga. I have learned so much, laughed a lot, and feel that I have been so enriched by knowing you. God is so good, and I am grateful that He led me here.


    Beth Moore, in her study Believing God had us go back and divide our life into fifths and look for footprints of God in our past. When I did that study a few years ago, I could not find any place God was in the first fifth of my life. Yesterday, I am certain because of the Breaking Free study I had a big breakthrough. For those of you who do not know me, my testimony is on 3/24/06 the second entry. But during the Believing God study, I was unable to find exactly where God was in my early childhood, the rape of my father, the attempts on my life and other abuse made God seem remarkably absent.


    Well, yesterday I was talking with Pastor Don’s wife, and we were discussing how God has our lives in His control. And one thing the Holy Spirit put into my mind is, that because my parents, both my mom and dad, were so awful, when I – in my rebellion-turned to the occult, I could not relate too well to the concept of god and goddess, the father and mother, mother earth, or any of the other deity pantheons. So God protected me from going fully into any of the occult paths, and he used what satan meant for bad, for my good. God protected me, even when I was so unfaithful to Him. I hope I explained that clearly enough. But I am so grateful to God that He kept me safe when I was making so many stupid decisions.


    God is awesome, and I can’t wait to share today’s Bible study with you – Pastor Don taught it and it was thought provoking, but we have to celebrate Edward’s 16th Birthday. He chose hamburgers for dinner, and ice cream cake for his cake. We already let him open his presents because it is a rainy and raw day and one of his presents was a video we could watch as a family.


    Hoping you are having a great Memorial Day weekend, I am looking forward to it, but there are so many things we have to do with the scouts, so it cuts into the relaxation. But they are important, one of which is marching in the Veterans’ Day parade. I think that is vital as a respect for those who served us in the services.


    Heather

  • Wow, tonight was another concert at the High School, the orchestra. For the first time I could see my son play his sax, because he got to stand in the back. Usually we are lucky to see his shoes and maybe his fingers on the instrument. I have to tell you that it never ceases to amaze me how well the bands play, so professional, but yet having fun too.


    We just got home in time to watch the end of American Idol, and I am not surprised at the winner, but I think that all the top ten did so well.


    Well, I am on week 10 of the Beth Moore study and will share some of that with you after I have done a bit more of the homework. But one thing I noticed, a lot of it has to do with God’s glory. A few years ago I would have bristled at the idea of God getting glory, but now it is what is right, that He gets the glory. I have grown so much in how I view God.


    Speaking of viewing God, I am currently reading Your God is Too Safe by Mark Buchanan. I can relate to what He is saying. I think that because of my insecurity I so want to pin God down to an understandable space. I want to know how He will react and have it be the same way every time. It doesn’t work like that, and God seems to enjoy surprises. I think of Joshua and the battle at Ai, where Joshua wanted to do the battle as in the past, and God had a different idea. Joshua lost the first battle at Ai, and then listened to God, and won. I have to remember that God is bigger than my tiny imagination and that I need to let Him be God.


    On page 31 he says, “The safe god asks nothing of us, gives nothing to us. He never drives us to our knees in hungry, desperate praying and never sets us on our feet in fierce, fixed determination. he never makes us bold to dance. The safe god never whispers in or ears anything but greeting card slogans and certainly never asks that we embarrass ourselves by shouting out from the rooftop. He doesn’t make us a kingdom of priests, only a colony of Uzzahs.
         A safe god inspires neither awe, nor worship, nor sacrifice.
         A safe god woos us to borderland and keeps us stuck there. He helps us escape reality.”


         Buchanan mentions Aslan from Narnia and points out that Aslan is not safe, but He is good.


          It is something I have to deal with, that God is not always going to lead me to safe territory, but will be Good. Sigh, that is hard for me. I keep having that struggle of wanting a safe, predictable sense of God, and the need to realize that God has more for me than my limited imagination can imagine. The trusting of God is growing, but very slowly.


         Page 32-33 “It is a strange habit of ours, that we fling so widely to the extremes but rarely find the middle. God’s wrath and sovereignty we easily caricature into tyranny. And God’s kindness and tender mercies we just as easily transmute into mere niceness. Meanwhile, the God who actually is–the God whose ways of speaking and acting and being are disclosed to us in Scripture—continues through Christ, “Full of grace and truth,” to come among “that which is his own.” And as before, “his own do not receive him” because they do not recognize him.” (John 1:10, 11, 14). Scripture elsewhere tells us that the “ruler of the air has blinded our eyes” to the truth. But one of the main ways the devil has done that is through the cult of the safe god. The safe god has pretty much killed the power of recognition in us, and so when the real God comes into our midst, we mostly don’t even bother to look up.
         The safe god has no power to console us in grief or shake us from complacency, or rescue us from the pit. He just putters in his garden, smiles benignly, waves now and then, and mostly spends a lot of time in his room doing puzzles. Who would leave borderland for another kind of god? The excuse I hear most often when people continue in confessed sin is: “I think God understands. The kind of God I worship isn’t all hung up about this.” It’s as though God were a half-daft old uncle, hair sprouting from his ears, a but runny about the eyes, winking at our little pranks and peccadilloes.
         Well, that’s nice.
         But God isn’t nice. God isn’t safe. God is a consuming fire. Though he cares about the sparrow, the embodiment of His care is rarely doting or pampering. God’s main business is not ensuring that you and I get parking spaces close to the mall entrance or that bed sheets in the color we want are—miracle!–on sale this week.
         His main business is making you and me holy. And for those of us who love the borderland more than holy ground, whose hearts are more slow than burning, that always requires both the kindness and sternness of God.”


    He goes on to say that neither the safe god nor the tyrant god is the real God. that He, p. 33 “…is far more loving and comforting than the safe god. And the true God is far more fierce and fearsome than the bullying and petulant god of our imaginations. But His anger is not irritability: It is the distillation of His justice, His hatred of evil. It is what we would want, even demand from a good God.”


        Have you ever thought about how you view God? I know that as a kid I thought of him as very distant. I once wrote a philosophy of life comparing life to an industrial clock, you know the one with the big numbers, and sweep hand and dots to mark the minutes. I talked about how some people tarry in our lives (minute hand), other sweep by but never touch our lives (hour hand), and then others go quickly through our lives (the long arm of the sweep hand that measures seconds) but God was the short arrow on the sweep hand, moving by quickly but never touching the people (the dots which are the minutes). I also wrote a story comparing God to a little boy playing in a sandbox, building worlds. His parents come out and say, “That is nice, Johnny, you built one world that could sustain life, but these are too close to the sun, those are too far away. It’s time to come in and eat, go wash your hands. You can try again tomorrow.” Well Johnny (God ) washed his hands of the earth, walked in and never came back.


    I felt that God just didn’t care. And that translated to things like God created us, but we are on our own now, God has His special ones that He cares about, the rest are just swept under the rug, God hates me, and I am my own god, I am the ruler of my destiny, and as Robert A. Heinlein said in his book Stranger in a Strange Land, “thou are god”. I worshipped many idols, many gods, and looked for something that was tangible, that I could trust. And failed miserably.


    I know that for a long time I was furious at God, raged at Him when I first started coming back to Him after 40 years of doing my own thing. I remember after being saved apologizing to God, and got the answer, “That’s ok, at least you were talking to me after 40 years of ignoring Me.” I don’t thing God would tolerate that kind of rage now, but at that time it was the beginning of dialogue.


    I also realize that for some time my prayer life was praying and having in my mind a mental agenda of how God was going to accomplish what I was praying for, and when it didn’t happen the way I thought it should, when things did not happen the way I thought they should, I assumed it was because God wasn’t answering, or didn’t hear, or didn’t care. Now I realize that God likes to move in His own way, His own time. I do bristle that sometimes His time seems to take a long time, but now, in retrospect, I am grateful for some of God’s “no” answers, and love the way He surprises me with results.


    Beth Moore once talked about a time when many things went wrong in her life, and she prayed, but no response, then after a while, God resolved a bunch of stuff all at once. That sometimes He likes challenges, and that He likes to knock down our giants (problems) with one fell swoop.


    I have to be honest, God is definitely not safe to me. I sometimes wish I could feel His presence more, but in retrospect, I now see the fingerprints of his working in my life, and this current study of Breaking Free and the words that are coming out of my mouth are surprising me, to see that there is far more faith that I thought I had. I am beginning to trust God in ways that I never thought possible.


    I really don’t know what God has in mind for my future, but I do know that life without God is not an option for me. I have lived life without God and with God. With God is far better.


    Faith is tough. If we had a physical manifestation of what we were having faith for, then it ceases to be faith and becomes reality. I think we move not only from Glory to Glory, but also from faith to faith in our walk with God.


    I wish I could say that I am completely settled in my mind regarding God’s seeming lack of presence in my childhood when I needed Him so much, and He didn’t seem to be doing anything. I wish that somehow He had done something that would have let me know He was there, and maybe I wouldn’t have spent 40 years running away from Him, and ignoring Him. Sometimes, even though I know God has used that miserable past for Good, I wish His recruitment methods were less hurtful. Yet, there is a part of me now trusting that one day this will all be sorted out. I have to trust His sovereignty, because if I depend on myself and my ideas I will only end up in trouble.


    Thanks for listening to my rambles. I do have to say that I count my blessings that God has intervened in my life, and I do like learning about Him and learning how to walk the way He wants me to walk. But it is not an easy path for me.


    I hope you have a blessed evening.


    Heather

  • I think the best part of week 9 of Breaking Free by Beth Moore has to do with her five step process of tearing down the high places.


    Oh how I realized that the high places (idols in our lives) are so destructive, and the high places can be so insidious – we don’t always recognize them as such. Satan does not always use an obvious idol – yes there are some who are addicted to porn, to money, to drugs, goals, but sometimes our idols can masquerade as something good – say a ministry that we invest a lot of our life in, but it is not where God wants us at a particular time. 


    She talks about the difference between captivating thoughts and casual thoughts. Captivating thoughts hold us hostage, we can’t escape them, but don’t forget that a casual thought can sometimes turn into a captivating thought. We need to turn all our thoughts over to Christ.


    I wish you could see the little drawings that Beth put in the book to accompany the actions towards freedom. But the process we can use in our lives, and it is necessary. Bob Dylan once wrote a song that said that you’ve got to serve someone. Beth points out that we have a choice. We can surrender to God and be led by bonds of love, or we can surrender to satan and be controlled by his imprisoning bonds of control. What starts out with satan as a small step in the wrong direction ends up being a driving force in our lives that we can’t seem to escape (unless we are willing to repent and turn to Jesus). Satan is a smart adversary, he doesn’t give us the worst case scenario as our first foray into sin, he makes the choice seem attractive, and we give up a bit of ourselves, which leads to more and more and more and more. His goal is to take us down, God’s goal is to build us up.


    STEP ONE: The first step to freedom is to recognize the captor. We have to take an honest look at ourselves and our lives and identify what are the strongholds in our life.  God can work with truth, and we must admit to God the truth. He already knows it, but it is for us to see the truth of the bondage we are in.


    All throughout the Old Testament the kings were instructed to tear down the altars in the high places. In our life the high places are the people, things and circumstances that outgrow our thoughts for God. When the Israelites tore down the idols and high places they prospered, when they didn’t God left them to their own devices and they ended up in depravity – at one point even resorting to human sacrifice of their sons to idols.


    If you think about it, sometimes it is hard to uproot the idols in our lives. We are used to the idols, comfortable with them, they seem safe to us, and unfortunately they will be passed down to future generations if we don’t deal with them. Idols can be anger, unforgiveness, jealousy, etc. And some idols are memories, addictive habits, and anything that takes us away from God. Truth be told, if we don’t cast down those high places, they will pull us down. And believe it or not, we can idolize things that we don’t particularly like, and even hate. Imagine some of the people we hold in unforgiveness, they too become idols.


    STEP 2: The next step is to stand in agreement with God. We are still not free from the thing holding us captive, but we are aware of the sin that we are committing by holding onto that idol. and as 1 John 1:9 says, “If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just  and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.” We just need to admit our sins to God. Our first step in this was taken when we first asked God in our lives, but it wasn’t a one-time thing. We need to ask God into every situation in our lives, He loves us so much that He wants to be involved in our day-to-day business. If we look at our lives, those things which seem to keep the best that God has for us away, are those things that are sins.


    The beauty of standing in agreement with God is that we then see clearly and won’t be so readily pulled into the things that once oppressed us.


    STEP 3: Tear Down the Lies. Once we agree with God about the oppression then we can begin to dismantle it. This is an important turning point in our walk towards freedom. Satan does not have authority over us once we have accepted Jesus into our lives. He can woo us into sin, can oppress us, but he cannot force us to stay in the prison of our bondage. We can walk out. Satan encourages us to have our own ideas, doubts, and thoughts. Galatians 6:1 shows us that any Christian can be led astray. We can’t just ignore satan and he will go away, he, just like after his temptation of Christ satan will leave and return at a more convenient moment. He will come when we are in a place of weakness. The only way to keep free from the influence of satan is through the help of the Holy Spirit which directs our paths.  The way to tear down the lies is with the TRUTH of God. For lies cannot stand in the face of truth. Satan has to use lies to trap us because he is a defeated foe and is seeking to pull us down with him.


    Beth asked us to think of some of the lies that we have believed in our lives, and realize that they are just that, lies. For me some of them are I am ruined for life, unworthy, God can’t love me because of my past, etc.


    Beth Moore gave a very important caution. “I learned that if you don’t listen to God and obey in the early stages, the longer you wait the less discernment and strength you have.” p. 194 She then goes on to say, “Beloved, I want to say something with tenderness and much compassion. If you know a stronghold exists somewhere in your life (even if you’ve never admitted it to anyone), yet you cannot identify the lies, you are still a captive. That’s not condemnation but truth that I hope will give you a jump start toward freedom. “There is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus” (Rom. 8:1). But there can certainly be captivity.”


    STEP 4: Put up the Truth. Now that we have identified the lies and escaped from them, we need to fill the space that once contained the lies with truth. Just like when Jesus cast out the demons, he cautioned that the demon would come back to the house swept clean and bring seven companions. We cannot let the lies re-establish themselves, so we must fill our minds with the Truth of God, which is the Word of God. We can be forgiven, but still not be free. And if we don’t get free, it is too easy to cycle back into sin. John 8:32 “And you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.” In order to put the truth in place of the lies we have to understand the goal, what does God want to accomplish in our minds.We need to adopt the Mind of Christ in the situation. Beth says that so often in our walk we tend to swat at mosquitos of sins, when what we need is all out warfare. God is not going to release us from anything enslaving until we come to the mind of Christ in the situation, or else we would be released to fall back into perhaps the same sin. God wants us not to be vulnerable, and the best way to achieve that is to build up our spiritual muscles with the Mind of Christ.


    God doesn’t perform lobotomies. We can’t forget the object of our stronghold, because then we would forget our need to praise Him. In order to put up the truth, Beth suggests that we search God’s Word for scriptures that speak the mind of God to our particular stronghold. We can do that by looking up key words in a concordance, and compile a list of scriptures. Beth carries her scriptures that she is praying around with her. She uses an index card binder with index cards or (she showed us in a later study) a small photo album with index cards inserted in the slips) and she carries them around with her. Every time she is in line at a bank, or anywhere, she reads the scripture, and memorizes it. She calls them TRUTH CARDS, and you carry them around and use them until the stronghold is broken and you are walking free.


    She also cautions us that we must fight for our freedom and expect that when we are close to breaking down the stronghold that satan will up the ante, and things will heat up in our lives. She also suggests avoiding any deception possible, such as media shows that are not edifying, books that are not edifying.


    STEP 5: Bow thought to the truth. When we were in bondage we were bowing down to the lie, now we are choosing to bow to the truth of God. As we speak and apply God’s truth to our lifestyle, we bow to the truth. Beth says, p. 198 “Our thought life is something we’ll work on for the rest of our lives in our desire to be godly. But take heart in two important facts. Working on our thought lives is the only thing that will keep them from working on us. Either our thoughts have control of us through the power of the enemy or we have control of them through the power of God. Neutral doesn’t exist among the mental gears. That doesn’t mean rest doesn’t exist. In fact, no rest compares to the relief of thoughts captive to Christ….. Staying at work on or thought lives is the very essence of godliness.”


    Romans 8:5-8 shows us the difference between minds focused on Christ and minds focused on the flesh. Trust me, Christ is better.


    She also says that when we do not make deliberate choices to think according to the Spirit, we will default to the flesh.  Pastor Don talks about which dog do you feed. The one that you want to take predominance should be the one that you feed – the evil mean angry dog, or the sweet, loving kind dog.


    She also suggests that we pray and ask God to give us a heightened awareness of the way we are thinking, so that we can spot the strongholds and bring them in line with Christ.  We have to feed the spirit and starve the flesh. We also have to be careful not to give up. Not to get discouraged, we are in a battle, and so many people give up before the old thoughts give out. God’s word will not come back void, we have to trust that as we keep in His word, our beings will change in accordance to His word.


    I hope this is helpful. I know that I battle thoughts, and sometimes feel discouraged, but just like with my children, sometimes we think that nothing is happening, but when we look back we see just how far we have come. The adventure of walking with Christ though is non-stop. He will keep refining us more and more, and it is for our own good.


    Have a blessed night.


    Heather

  • on_target (http://www.xanga.com/on_target) posted this site on her blogring, I have to share it here because it touched a deep chord in me. I have to tell you that it made me cry because I think of all those years of prayer and intercession that the lies of satan kept me from – I never talked with God after the age of 8, until recently, and that saddens me much. But the prayers of these children are so powerful.


    Here is the site.


    http://www.kidsprayer.com/02-grown_ups/articles/index.htm

  • Sermons in a sentence.

    Figured to put something a bit lighter than the past few days up for a bit. Hope you enjoy. I keep a file of memorable devotionals and was weeding out some that are no longer applicable, but came across this from a couple of years ago. Have a blessed day. 


    Heather


    SERMON IN A SENTENCE: 


    Author Unknown


    A family altar can alter a family.
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    Exercise daily. Walk with the Lord
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    Give God what’s right, not what’s left!
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    Give Satan an inch and he’ll be a ruler.
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    God doesn’t call the qualified, He qualifies the called.
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    God loves everyone, but probably prefers “fruits of the spirit” over “religious nuts”!
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    God promises a safe landing, not a calm passage.
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    Having truth decay? Brush up on your Bible!
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    He who angers you, controls you!
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    He who is good at making excuses is seldom good for anything else.
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    He who kneels before God can stand before anyone!
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    Kindness is difficult to give away because it keeps coming back.
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    Most people want to serve God, but only in an advisory capacity.
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    Never give the devil a ride!  He will always want to drive!
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    Nothing ruins the truth like stretching it.
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    Plan ahead. It wasn’t raining when Noah built the ark.
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    “Pray” is a four letter word that you can say anywhere.
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    Prayer – Don’t give God instructions – just report for duty!
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    The Will of God will never take you to where the Grace of God will not protect you.
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    To be almost saved is to be totally lost.
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    WARNING: Exposure to the Son may prevent burning!
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    Watch your step carefully! Everyone else does!
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    We don’t change the message, the message changes us.
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    We set the sail; God makes the wind.
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    We’re too blessed to be depressed.
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    Wisdom has two parts: 1) Having a lot to say. 2) Not saying it.
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    Worry is the darkroom in which “negatives” are developed.
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    If God is your co-pilot…..swap seats.
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    God Bless You!!!!!

  • Strongholds

    Continuing on with what I have been trying to absorb with the Beth Moore study, still hurting, but today I went through the motions of doing what needed to be done.


    2 Corinthians 10:3-5 For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war according to the flesh. For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal but mighty in God for pulling down strongholds, casting down arguments and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God, bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ.


    Again a study of phrases and words – “divine power to demolish strongholds (pulling down strongholds)”stronghold” comes from the word echo which means to hold fast. It could be any point or argument in which you trust. Beth puts it so succinctly, p. 184 “anything we hold onto that ends up holding us. Demolish means to destroy with tremendous power. Again, with her gift of words Beth says, “…we swat at our strongholds like they are mosquitoes. Strongholds are like concrete fortresses we’ve constructed around our lives block by block, ordinarily over the course of years. We created them, whether or not we were aware, for protection and comfort. Inevitably, however these fortresses become prisons. At some point we realize we no loner control them. They control us.” P 184


    Heather’s notes: This one hits a raw nerve in me. I sometimes think I am a weak fighter of those strongholds, for it is so easy to slip back into a pattern that I am used to. And yet, God will help to change them and I guess we have to look at our past victorious battles to gain encouragement over our present battles.


    One battle in my past was giving up the desire to kill myself. From the age of 8 on I always kept some sort of way to commit suicide. At 8 I squirreled away a can of Draino, figuring if things got too bad I could take that and die – that was the only poison I could get my hands on. As I got older I started snitching pills from my sister’s medicines that were no longer being used and hid them, I researched death, wrote poems about death, spent most of my life in depression and despair. And lived a lifestyle that could easily have led to my death. The therapists I saw also prescribed sleeping pills and anti-depressants, which added to my stash. A few years ago, after I got saved they were finally discarded. But I remember after a foiled suicide attempt, my sister-in-law made me promise that I wouldn’t kill myself until my 18th birthday. I kept that promise, counting down the hours, minutes, seconds until that glorious moment – and finally a group of pagans befriended me, giving me some unconditional love – and because of that love I was finally able to make a feeble attempt at deciding I would live – year by year after 18. But I kept those suicidal thoughts, dreams, fantasies and kept that way out for year after year after year. It took a long time to begin to let go of that stronghold of death and begin to look forward to life. I credit God and his agent, Pastor Don, for that change of focus.


    Yet, I still struggle with other strongholds, eating for comfort, depression, low-self esteem, and other areas that are still affected from my past that haven’t been rooted out. My concept of God is slowly undergoing a renovation, but it is slow, and I still sometimes fear that one day I am going to come to God and He is going to push me away or give up on me or something. There are strongholds that have to be dealt with, and I know that I can’t do it on my own.


    I sure wish that sometimes once we get saved that the rest would sort itself out instantly, that things would be perfect and comfortable, but God doesn’t work that way, at least in my life. I think He is building me up to trust Him more, to depend on Him, and to let Him fix things His way, not the way I think it should be. Oh do I struggle at times, but there is comfort in that – for that relationship is real, and He is there helping me sort things out.


    Beth Moore put it so clearly when she says, “At peak strength, human effort is useless in demolishing strongholds. No amount of discipline or determination will do it. Satanic strongholds require divine demolition.”


    Heather’s note but divine demolition hurts and right now the hurt is immense.But we must remember that satan is the father of lies, and bluffs, making us feel that our strongholds are too much for God, that we can’t overcome them, that we are stuck in that situation. We need to stop believing that lie, to seek the truth of God in the midst of the struggle.


    Another phrase, “We demolish arguments and every pretension” Arguments in Greek is “logismos” which means a reckoning, calculation, consideration, reflection. They are the rationalizations we make for keeping our strongholds. And unfortunately, as Beth says, “Satan persists where a stronghold exists.”


    Heather’s note: For me, I think that I best saw how easy it is to make excuses for our sins when I realized how much I rationalized the breaking of some of the 10 Commandments because of the hurt and pain I had in the past, and thus I made excuses. It finally dawned on me that no matter the excuse, it was still a sin, and as such I needed a savior. It was then that I could get free of some of the things that were destroying me.


    Pretension in Greek is “hupsoma” which means something made high, elevated, a high place, a proud adversary, a lofty tower or fortress built up proudly by the enemy, pride. Based on those definitions, Beth Moore came up with three conclusions about strongholds.


    1. Every stronghold is related to something we have exalted to a higher position than God in our lives.
    2. Every stronghold pretends to bring something we feel we must have: aid, comfort, the relief from stress, or protection.
    3. Every stronghold in the life of a believer is a tremendous source of pride for the enemy. Let that make you mad and determine to stop giving him satisfaction. P. 185


    Basically we need humility to be set free from our bondage. These definitions really hurt because I can see it now, at first I couldn’t  when I got saved. One example is that I often felt that maybe God couldn’t forgive me because of the extent of my sins, and how horrid I was. Someone told me that was the sin of pride because that is saying that Jesus didn’t do enough on the cross to cover me.  And I do see that the main source of many of my strongholds is in reaction to past situations, and trying to find relief from the emotions connected with them. I still struggle with showing any emotion – which is a bondage in itself.


    Phrase 3, “That sets itself up against the knowledge of God”  The Greek word for sets itself up, “epairo” means to hoist up as a sail, lift the eyes, look upon. Satan wants to be worshipped, to draw our attention away from God. Our best defense to that is to turn to the Word of God, the truth of God. But how easy it is to doubt this truth. Just think of the first time satan reared his ugly head, to Eve, casting doubt about what God said would be the result of eating the forbidden fruit. Truth is, there is a need in us to worship something, it can either be God or an idol of some sort, God is safer – but so often I resort to the idols of the strongholds in my life.


    Phrase 4: “we take captive every thought” – take captive is from the Greek “aichmalotizo – meaning a prisoner, captive. subdue bring into subjection. Isn’t it true that we so often want a quick fix for our problems, but I don’t think God deals in quick fixes, I think He would rather go for deep, sure, secure healing, that forms a relationship and a lifestyle in line with Him. I guess sometimes He lets me face the discomfort of the stronghold to make me aware that He has a better way, and I still keep beating my head against the stronghold. I can honestly say that God’s way is far better than my way but some of the same old survival patterns that were so necessary when I was a kid are not needed now, but still I use them to protect myself from others and keep God at bay – and all they do is isolate.


    Phrase 5 “to make it obedient to Christ” which is in reality the only way to become victorious over our strongholds. I think that no matter which way we choose, God or satan’s strongholds, we are led by some sort of rein (imagine horses). Satan’s rein will lead us to death, destruction, hurt and pain, God’s will lead us to places that bring joy – even though you may have to travel through the pain to get there. I am learning very, very, very slowly that God has my best interests in mind – satan doesn’t. And so if I have to be obedient to someone, God is definitely the safer choice. Sometimes I think that we see the day to day, and God is looking far beyond that to an eternity with Him, so while his leading can sometimes hurt, the end result will be worth the discomfort of the present.


    I still struggle in my view of God, for I think how our parents treat us can color our perception of God. When I was a kid, if someone said, “I love you.” It meant that they wanted something from me and it would hurt. But God, I am learning isn’t like that. He want to build up, not tear down and destroy. Although sometimes some tearing down is necessary to build a stronger foundation.


    I still can use prayer for right now my emotions are so raw. Thanks.


    Hope your Sunday was good.


    Heather